This trip was everything we needed. When we planned Seattle, we had no idea what life would look like by the time August came around. We certainly didn’t know that I would have been living in a hospital world since January 9th. Leaving the boys was so much harder than I expected. I cried on the way home the night before we left. I missed them before I was even gone. And that feeling never really went away. I don’t think there are words for how much I miss them when I’m not th